The problems with being somewhat borderline OCD
Okay yes, I realize that most people self-diagnose themselves and that literally everyone (I mean everyoneee) claims that they are somewhat ocd nowadays. Honestly though, I scare myself sometimes. Basically, when I get stressed, I’ll start to have these super weird quirks. It’ll usually take me six months to a year to get over them (some have lasted longer), and they only show up when I’m like really stressed.
Well, I’m staying in our upstairs bonus-room because relatives are over and my room is currently occupied, and my stuff was a complete mess and just laying everywhere in piles and it was fine.
Then came last night. I didn’t feel good, I couldn’t sleep, and all of the sudden I’m like “Let’s arrange everything into right angles.” This is my newest thing. It’s weird and I kind of scare myself, and I basically spent about 45 minutes not even cleaning up- just arranging my stuff so that it was on somewhat of a right angle/lined up, and evenly spaced to my liking. I spent 45 minutes doing this.
Look, I know people that are diagnosed OCD, and they have a lot more trouble than I do, so I’m pretty sure that I’m not. Honestly though, it really freaking scares me that I stayed up to arrange my stuff into a giant square-like (but actually rectangular) shape. Heck, I can’t even get myself to move it. I’ve been meaning to take a picture of it with my phone or ipod or something but I can’t bare the thought of leaving an empty space in order to remove my iphone. Heck, it needs to be charged, and I’m not willing to move it.
I mean, I don’t think I’m OCD really, but I also don’t think that this is normal.
AND YES I KNOW IT’S NOT COMPLETELY STRAIGHT ALONG THE BOTTOM AND IT’S MAKING ME MAD AND LIKE UGH THE PICTURE QUALITY SUCKS BECAUSE I’M TOO MUCH OF A WIMP OR SOMETHING TO USE ONE OF MY THREE CAMERAS WHICH ARE ALL IN THE SQUARE SO I RESORTED TO USING MY AWFUL WEBCAM. AGH.4 notes
Posted on Friday, 23 November
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